bad day >.<

i quarrel w her yest again, recently she jus went for orientation in NYP and her class nominated her for miss IT, duno wat pageant sort of event, when she sms me telling me that, honestly to say that i should be happy for her cos she looks presentable thats y her classmates nominated her, but AS her bf, wun b any guy worried that after she went for e pageant then alot guys might b going after her??m i wrong to tink lik this??thn e nx day im bookin out and i ask her if shes goin back to sch, she sms bac yes, after sometimes she called me after she had finished w e audition stuff and called me, e audition started 6pm n she called me at 630pm lik tt, thn i ask her huh y so early, she thn told me her orientation leader bluff her down, so shes not selected, thn i told her "u duno whether u selected thn u go down", thn we started quarreling, is e audition realli more impt than meeting her own bf?after that at nite she told me its lik when i have a last minute interview for a job, thn my boss wanted me to go, thn i sure will go down 1 oso ma, wtf tings cant b compared w a job interview too wat, audition n job interview?which weighs???m i always wrong to say out how i feel and in e end always mus apologise for saying out how i feel?hais,this is jus fukin how i feel!!!lata in e morning, woke up at 630am, got no mood, called up my pc to apply urgent leave. ;( n lastly not to forget tis day, its our 5th anniversary, time flies, happy 5th month dar...